Hey.
Today, I'm going to talk about... well, I don't really know yet. Actually, I think that I'm just going to rant.
I strongly dislike when people treat me like a spectacle. It really pisses me off when people just crowd around me and watch me. Or when they treat events that play out around me like a television show. Like something that isn't real. An event that can be watched, one that doesn't deserve it's own isolation. Well, in the most simple and detail-deprived way, I will explain a little snippet of my life today. I left my last class of the day, on the floor where my locker is. As soon as I left the classroom, I was surrounded by people. Everyone just rushed up to me and began calling my name. Almost everyone was wearing this knowing smile on their faces. Everyone just grabbed onto my hand or my arm it seemed and smiled and said my name and a bunch of other stuff that I don't recall. I was so overwhelmed, and I felt so unsheltered. Obviously, these people were my friends... I just felt like I was suffocating, because I was scared. Jeez, I was scared of messing up, saying the wrong thing and hurting someone's feelings. Rants help.
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
Today, I'm going to talk about... well, I don't really know yet. Actually, I think that I'm just going to rant.
I strongly dislike when people treat me like a spectacle. It really pisses me off when people just crowd around me and watch me. Or when they treat events that play out around me like a television show. Like something that isn't real. An event that can be watched, one that doesn't deserve it's own isolation. Well, in the most simple and detail-deprived way, I will explain a little snippet of my life today. I left my last class of the day, on the floor where my locker is. As soon as I left the classroom, I was surrounded by people. Everyone just rushed up to me and began calling my name. Almost everyone was wearing this knowing smile on their faces. Everyone just grabbed onto my hand or my arm it seemed and smiled and said my name and a bunch of other stuff that I don't recall. I was so overwhelmed, and I felt so unsheltered. Obviously, these people were my friends... I just felt like I was suffocating, because I was scared. Jeez, I was scared of messing up, saying the wrong thing and hurting someone's feelings. Rants help.
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
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