Hello!
I am sticking to my promise and posting on time! I nearly forgot, however we shall skip that minor detail.
I have a hand full of teachers right now that are just really bugging me (I can say that, right?). Sometimes, I feel bad for them, because I think of how everyone in the class is simultaneously wishing for their disappearances.
Jeez, if I'm ever a teacher, I'd hate to try and teach a class of kids who really don't want to hear about what I'm saying. That would be an absolute nightmare. I'm going to try my hardest to look pleasant in every class, even if I'm finding it excruciatingly painful.
Once and a while, I wish that I could just open up this blank document and VENT. Like, I just want to tell you about all of my aches and problems, and I just want to tell you about everything. But I can't. Not on here of course. Sometimes, I find that I will be in such a horrible mood, and everything will seem to be falling apart and I'll open up Word and just pour it all out. By the time I finish, I always learn something. By taking the time to write it all out, I feel like I've organized my thoughts somewhat. Sometimes, you know that you're upset and that you want to yell, but you can't find the words to express how you're feeling. After I write it all out, I find that I have less difficulty conveying what it is that is making me upset. I have a better understanding of why I'm feeling the way that I feel. Also, on Word, you don't have to pretend to be someone that you're not. You can be 100% yourself, and that allows you to be honest. I may not always want to admit that someone is right about something, but once I write out the situation, I can be honest and accept that I'm wrong: because it isn't like anyone is there to judge me or anything.
One rule that I've sort of learned by writing out my troubles is that if you're having difficulty explaining why you're upset with someone or why a situation makes you angry, than chances are: you're the wrong one. If you try and explain why and you can't quite make sense of why you're angry, than you probably just don't want to admit that you're wrong. That's the way I am (if I'm explaining correctly). I'll be in a horrible mood about something, and I'll open up word and try to explain to this imaginary person why I'm upset, and sometimes I'll just shut my laptop and think of how silly I sound. Once I've written it out, it just doesn't bother me as much anymore. Also, you don't feel the guilt that comes along with gossiping or really venting to someone. That's a plus.
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
Confession: Whenever someone walks by me, like a janitor at school or something, I usually smile and say hello. I do it because I love it when they smile and reply back with a greeting. I just love that smile. I love it because they probably weren't smiling before I passed them, but I also love it because of much more selfish reasons. I like to think that smile is one of approval or as if they've just thought, "What a sweet girl". Is that really egotistical? I guess I should be Grace and say that I love to make people smile and be happy:) Grace's would-be answer is much better.
I am sticking to my promise and posting on time! I nearly forgot, however we shall skip that minor detail.
I have a hand full of teachers right now that are just really bugging me (I can say that, right?). Sometimes, I feel bad for them, because I think of how everyone in the class is simultaneously wishing for their disappearances.
Jeez, if I'm ever a teacher, I'd hate to try and teach a class of kids who really don't want to hear about what I'm saying. That would be an absolute nightmare. I'm going to try my hardest to look pleasant in every class, even if I'm finding it excruciatingly painful.
Once and a while, I wish that I could just open up this blank document and VENT. Like, I just want to tell you about all of my aches and problems, and I just want to tell you about everything. But I can't. Not on here of course. Sometimes, I find that I will be in such a horrible mood, and everything will seem to be falling apart and I'll open up Word and just pour it all out. By the time I finish, I always learn something. By taking the time to write it all out, I feel like I've organized my thoughts somewhat. Sometimes, you know that you're upset and that you want to yell, but you can't find the words to express how you're feeling. After I write it all out, I find that I have less difficulty conveying what it is that is making me upset. I have a better understanding of why I'm feeling the way that I feel. Also, on Word, you don't have to pretend to be someone that you're not. You can be 100% yourself, and that allows you to be honest. I may not always want to admit that someone is right about something, but once I write out the situation, I can be honest and accept that I'm wrong: because it isn't like anyone is there to judge me or anything.
One rule that I've sort of learned by writing out my troubles is that if you're having difficulty explaining why you're upset with someone or why a situation makes you angry, than chances are: you're the wrong one. If you try and explain why and you can't quite make sense of why you're angry, than you probably just don't want to admit that you're wrong. That's the way I am (if I'm explaining correctly). I'll be in a horrible mood about something, and I'll open up word and try to explain to this imaginary person why I'm upset, and sometimes I'll just shut my laptop and think of how silly I sound. Once I've written it out, it just doesn't bother me as much anymore. Also, you don't feel the guilt that comes along with gossiping or really venting to someone. That's a plus.
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
Confession: Whenever someone walks by me, like a janitor at school or something, I usually smile and say hello. I do it because I love it when they smile and reply back with a greeting. I just love that smile. I love it because they probably weren't smiling before I passed them, but I also love it because of much more selfish reasons. I like to think that smile is one of approval or as if they've just thought, "What a sweet girl". Is that really egotistical? I guess I should be Grace and say that I love to make people smile and be happy:) Grace's would-be answer is much better.
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