Hey!
Have you ever thought of a reason why you need to go on the internet, and then clicked on safari or whatever, and by the time you see Yahoo! or Google stare you in the face, you have no idea what you wanted to search for?
This happens to me all of the time, but not today. Today, it was 8:00, and I was finished with my homework, and I thought that I would write an early post. I got on Yahoo!, read a few of those nonsense articles, and then I went to my email, wrote a few emails. I then went to YouTube, watched like 50 minutes worth of Hayley G. Hoover, then I went on Hayley's blog, read a little on there. The entire time I was thinking: let me quickly finish writing so that I can watch an episode of Merlin or Heroes. But no...
I know that I have stuff to do, so why do I waste my time? I am perfectly aware that I would much rather be doing something else, but I ignore myself and... I end up wasting all of the time that I could have spent enjoying myself much more. I could have even gone to sleep... what?
Anyways, do you ever tell yourself that you're going to do something one day, and you don't do it? Like, you have a problem, and you decide that you're going to solve it, quick and easy like ripping off a band aid. However, for some reason, the problem didn't present itself, and although you should be happy, you feel like you've been cheated out of finally solving it. So, because the problem didn't present itself, you feel like you have made it that much harder for everyone around you (particularly the problem person) to understand that you have a problem, therefore making solving it something that only you can foresee, and everyone else doesn't seem to see it as well as you do (probably because it's not their problem).
I know that I'm confusing you. It's just that I have a bit of a problem, and although I'm not the only person who has this problem, it seems like I'm the only person who wants to fix it. I want to fix it, because I don't want the problem, and I just really hope that no one will react to my solution...
I know... I sound dramatic, and you don't understand. Sometimes I just want to see a week or a month into the future, just to be positive that solutions are actual solutions.
ugh
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
Have you ever thought of a reason why you need to go on the internet, and then clicked on safari or whatever, and by the time you see Yahoo! or Google stare you in the face, you have no idea what you wanted to search for?
This happens to me all of the time, but not today. Today, it was 8:00, and I was finished with my homework, and I thought that I would write an early post. I got on Yahoo!, read a few of those nonsense articles, and then I went to my email, wrote a few emails. I then went to YouTube, watched like 50 minutes worth of Hayley G. Hoover, then I went on Hayley's blog, read a little on there. The entire time I was thinking: let me quickly finish writing so that I can watch an episode of Merlin or Heroes. But no...
I know that I have stuff to do, so why do I waste my time? I am perfectly aware that I would much rather be doing something else, but I ignore myself and... I end up wasting all of the time that I could have spent enjoying myself much more. I could have even gone to sleep... what?
Anyways, do you ever tell yourself that you're going to do something one day, and you don't do it? Like, you have a problem, and you decide that you're going to solve it, quick and easy like ripping off a band aid. However, for some reason, the problem didn't present itself, and although you should be happy, you feel like you've been cheated out of finally solving it. So, because the problem didn't present itself, you feel like you have made it that much harder for everyone around you (particularly the problem person) to understand that you have a problem, therefore making solving it something that only you can foresee, and everyone else doesn't seem to see it as well as you do (probably because it's not their problem).
I know that I'm confusing you. It's just that I have a bit of a problem, and although I'm not the only person who has this problem, it seems like I'm the only person who wants to fix it. I want to fix it, because I don't want the problem, and I just really hope that no one will react to my solution...
I know... I sound dramatic, and you don't understand. Sometimes I just want to see a week or a month into the future, just to be positive that solutions are actual solutions.
ugh
-D.F.T.B.A.-
Mina;)
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